Ugh

Do you know the feeling when you have a lot of energy, a lot of things you want to do but actually don't manage to do something with it? I'm just itching to do write some Zig code. The problem might be that I'm…

Things are good but slow

I'm getting quite uncomfortable because things are good. Which is strange I never thought would be a problem. It's not because I'm some sort of a masochist, it's just that I've come to enjoy challenging myself and I miss the…

Another one bites the dust?

I'm not entirely sure about this but, I have a feeling that another one of my projects might have failed. The signs have been there, either I did not want to see it or they are not there. I'm not a hundred percent sure, more like…

Been a minute

It's been a few days since I sat down to write anything. I'll be honest my routine had taken a small hit due to external circumstances. Today was a good change, managed to do a few things I normally do. I do enjoy my routine quite…

Backyard treasures

These apply to anywhere you are. I've heard that location determines to a great degree, your success. Yesterday I had the realization that, believing this has been setting me back. I was blown away by how much a company I have been contracting for was making. In the…

I complain way too much

Mostly it's in my own head. Mostly around my befuddlement of why people are the way they are. Not all, but quite a lot. The worse part is that I know it's pointless (to complain). Even worse is some of these realizations only came to me…

A desire to work harder

About six or so months ago I was totally stuck in life and work without knowing what the next step forward was. Everything that needed to be done looked like mountains. So I had a realization to do the bare minimum. The easiest thing I could do. To my absolute…

Getting out of my own way

Not proof read. Written two minutes before going out for a couple of beers with a friend. Not sure if I have written about this before, but this morning during the workout with my friend, she mentioned how a simple switch in mindset over the course of the last few…